Featured Poets: OnixAngel

Death is the essence of my soul
'Tis the only thing makes my spirit whole
Because life is death
And death is life
For every human breath
Another act of strife
A hateful world
like the one we're on
'Round and 'round it whirls
while mankind just croons
Someday we'll fall
'Till then we'll fly
But obey the call
When it's time to die

The black rose is my symbol
It is my desire
If the rose is whole
It means there is a fire

The pegasus for beauty
The rose is for love
Together they say
You're my beautiful dove

Ah, my love,
But you are so fair!
With you sky blue eyes,
And your silky brown hair.
When you i'm near,
I'm floating on air.
Oh, my dear,
we're a beautiful pair!

My life is black,
as the dark side of the moon.
You start to hack,
Then gag and swoon.

When the blood is drained,
You fall to the ground.
You then rise,
Your body not to be found.

If you heard all my sins,
You would fall to the ground.
The devil would grin,
And lend me his hounds.

I live a life,
As dark as the dead sun.
The light is gone,
The darkness has won.

send me back into the past
yet leave me here so i remain
i cannot leave for 'twill bring pain.
pain in my heart,
body and soul
without her in my life
i am not whole
sweet even is misery
when you are near
your face is all i see
your voice all i hear
my heart is yours
for all of time
i love you forever
so glad your mine

This love i feel
It can't be real
It's sweetness in the extreme

I stand by your side
You are my life's guide
You are my sweetest dream

You treat me so good
Not one word that's crude
You are perfect it would seem

Forever I am yours
For all time, through the years
You are real, yet you are my dream.

When I walk in the room
And sit by your side
There's a smile on my face
that I cannot hide

The way we talk
About nothing at all
You catch me every time
When I start to fall

You revealed my soul
That I thought I had lost
Now when I'm with you
The line can't be crossed

The easy comfort you give
When I get down
Your my friend forever
For you I'll always be around

Why does the wind not blow
And the sun not shine?
It sems my life is going far too slow
Inside this memory of mine.
Wait a minute, now I know
The reason the wind won't blow,
And the sun won't shine!
It must be this bullethole.
I'm dead and living in your mind.

We find that we can gain no rest,
As topples 'round the dreary west,
A looming bastion fringed with fire,
And people filled with life's desire.

I have something to tell you all
Which may prevent a fatal fall
If you rattle my bones as you cross the floor
Those bones of yours shall rattle no more

Last night when I went to bed
I was small as a mouse
In a man house
But when I got up I hit my head

Underneath a looming giant's feet
Are blind sots which are really neat
One problem has occured to me
For you will soon be dead you see
After being crushed into the ground
I highly doubt you'll ever come around

I cannot believe
You'd do this to me.
Why did you leave
When I couldn't see?
What is the reason
You treated me like dirt?
Why are you gone?
Why does it hurt?
What have I done
To cause you to leave?
What is this trick
You hold up your sleeve?
Why have you come back
After all these years?
The pain still doesn't lack.
It grinds like broken gears.
What do you want
Of me on this day?
You want me back?
You wish to stay?
You gave up that right
Many years ago.
When you gave up the fight
And hid in your hole.
You say you are sorry.
You never meant to hurt me.
Why should I believe?
I see what I see.
Why are you crying?
Dear gods is it true?
Will you stay out of hiding?
I just forgave you.
I can't believe i said this
How stupid am I.
I believed you left.
I believed the lie.
Now i beg your forgiveness.
You i've missed dear.
"But of course, Jason"
You whisper in my ear.
We share an embrace.
We discard our fears.
Our love has remained
Thru the long years.
I guess it rings true,
The things that they say.
About a true friend,
And for life they will stay.
Though there may be pain,
And times apart.
Distance and time,
Cannot affect the heart.

I feel so alone,
As I sit and I write.
Now that you're gone,
My mind's filled with spite.
Never again shall I see your sweet face.
Never again shall I feel your embrace.
As I cry useless tears,
And think of the past,
I smile and I sigh;
Because I loved you to the last.
I could move on,
Or sit and remember when;
But I'll never get over
The loss of my best friend.
My thoughs roam.
I'm so alone.

As I sit and I write,
And I think of my life,
I think of the pain,
The joy and the strife.
I feel so alone,
As one man in the world.
I feel as though
My flag's come unfurled.
I feel the pain
Each and every day.
It hurts so much,
Though i heal in my own way.
I know that I'm wrong;
That I'm not alone.
There's people all 'round,
Yet I'm unwelcome, unhomed.
The one I grew near,
The one for whom I long,
She's no longer here;
She's eternally gone.

Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
In nothing but ourselves
We dare to trust
Gods watch down
See our petty fights
Laugh in our faces
Show us their might
Pain in our hearts
Fear in our brains
Blood on the battlefield
Suddenly rain
Soak to the bone
Cry inside
No longer can take it
Suddenly die
Blade protudes
Body grown cold
Rush right in
Suddenly bold
Know no fear
Feel no pain
Not a care
Gone insane
Blood wells up
Body falls down
No more pain
Feeling's drowned
Peace treaty
Evil deal
Broken promise
Blood on the battlefield

Waiting for a time
I know will never come
My heart is in one piece
But it's eternally numb
The pain it does contract
From the loss of one so dear
I lost her not so long ago
But far away from here
Never will I forget
The sweet-sad look in her eyes
The day that we were forced
To say our forever goodbyes
A tear wells in my eye
before I blink it back
As I think of the day
My sister died
And my soul's wings did crack

Once upon a time
A thousand miles from here
There lived a woman
Whom I loved so dear
She gave up
Let in to her fear
I still love her
Though she's gone I hear
I fell apart
I cried my tears
Though my heart is numb
The pain still sears
I thought she'd be with me
For all my years
I took a blade
I cut my skin
I refused to let
Anybody in
But as the blood fell
My healing began
I'm no longer in pieces
I'm nearly whole
I no longer mourn
The loss of my heart and soul
Just the sweet, sweet love
That a damn bottle stole